Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Emotional Banters #4


Emotional Banters #4

Hello again…
It has been almost two months since my last post. 
I have lost all motivation to take care of myself physically and mentally in the past while. 
I am exhausted by the disappointments I feel towards my work place and my relationships. 
When I started this blog, I promised myself to live more freely and happily - to stop expecting so much out of my career life and love life at only twenty two years of age; to stop struggling at this imaginary race of achievements I have envisioned for myself. 
I’ve been really sad for the past few weeks. Posting about cool art, cute food and my vacations felt like added work on my days off. 
I think I’m ready for this again. I think I have a better grip on how to deal with my stress again. And most importantly, I still have so many interesting things I have to share with everyone! 
Enjoy guys! =)
(Photo courtesy of Emily Moriarty - www.cargocollective.comemilymoriartyOUTERMOST)

Friday, September 13, 2013

Monday, September 9, 2013

Emotional Banters #3


Emotional Banters #3
One short but unforgettable chapter of my life has ended, and another one will begin very shortly. 
Yesterday was my workplace goodbye dinner. I will be transferring to a new branch closer to home. No longer will I have to commute two hours by three separate modes of public transportation. Perhaps, I’ll even begin to have more work-life balance. 
Although the relocation seems to be more beneficial, my farewell was bittersweet. I received unexpected cards and presents. I almost cried before my workday began. The above Winnie the Pooh card is just an example of what I got. The heartfelt messages made me realize how much these beautiful people have touched my life and the surprising ways I’ve affected their’s. In slightly over a year, we have created such supportive and loving friendships with one another. From workplace despair to personal-life tribulations, this loud and vibrant bunch has filled such a big space in my heart. I will never forget the conversations we had, nor the feelings we shared. 
I understand that only certain friendships will continue to flourish, while others will fade in time, but I genuinely hope for brighter futures for these unique individuals. 
I am so sad about moving on…

Thursday, September 5, 2013

So wake me up when it's all over...


I tried carrying the weight of the world
But I only have two hands.
Hope I get the chance to travel the world
But I don’t have any plans.
…All this time I was finding myself and I didn’t know I was lost…

"Wake Me Up" by Avicii